Hi guys. For those of you that remember me..... I'm makin' a move back to LJ. GJ seems to be crashing and, oh jeez! Gonna be moving both the games I mod over here (+ the developing 'Murder Gang' group) as far as I can tell right now since IJ and CJ are both FAILING.

I am, however, no longer gonna be using this account. Feel free to add me at sobollywood. I will also be getting my icons from GJ over to LJ now. Oh jeez.

...and again. sorry. this is me reading bad rpg smut.

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XD since most of you on my flist have no idea what Vox is .. these probably won't make any sense.. SRY!

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Believe it or not.....

I am alive.

I've not been feeling the ability to be so transparent lately. Maybe it's because my online world has grown so much, maybe it's because I'm worried about parts of who I am, maybe it's because I'm becoming a harder person. I don't really know.

But I am alive, and I am on the computer all the dang time, and I am... yeah. I'm me. A growing me, a changing me, a busy me, a nagging me, but me.

And, if you have a GJ name.. let me know. I update there more often.

Okay. So last you heard I was modding one game.

Now I'm modding two.

o_O

Friday morning I got onto AIM when I was in the office just long enough to see if Cody was on and Manda (the mod at Rev) pinged me to go "I NEED TO TALK TO YOU." I asked if she could go on G-Talk and .. well.. she asked if I loved Rev... but I didn't really know what to say because it had been kinda feeling odd there since there had not been a lot of direction in it lately and I was bummed about not having any plot for Hermione *still* ... and then she laid it all out.

She and the other mod wanted Gail and I to take it over. Gail and I talked for a long time about it, about where we wanted to see the game go, about who would do what.. We both have put so much into those characters that we couldn't just let it go.

And so we said yes.

So, now, here I am. o_O Modding two gigantic games at once. But I love the people, I love the stories.... And it's going to work.


This week is absolutely crazy for me because I'm packing, getting work ready to live without me, dealing with RL dramas, and restablishing Rev while doing a bunch of work on TT and also doing my own RPs... But.... Its good. And I'll have a NICE LONG VACATION sOON!!!

SO.. I opened my first game. WOOHOO!! It's been going for 8 days right now and we are at a current cast of 43 characters with 3 apps in the inbox to go through and 3 other holds that I trust will come to fruitation. YAY!

I'm so bloody excited because, to be completely frank, I was very nervous before the game began. Once I started adverting for TT I realized that there were about six other 7th year games opening in the span of two weeks-- YIKES! I thought we wouldn't get a good group of players, or that no one would apply... but... wow. The response has been amazingly encouraging. Also, Cody had had some RL emergencies and I spent the week before the game opened having to deal with applications (something that is his favorite thing, and my LEAST favorite thing!!!!) by myself and doing all the other setup. I was..erm.. a bit panicked... However, it has ended up to flow amazingly, he has come back and is faithfully labouring at my side. The group is already getting quite closeknit and there are some incredible plots about to come through. Cody and I have set up a complete horcrux plot that we are keeping as secret as possible.
And the purty banner I made for the game... ^_^

Game Info if you wanna check it out.


Annnnnnnnd you wanna know what my current 'OTP' is?

Minerva/Tom ... Cody and I decided that in order to make the whole 'McGonagall is a death eater' premise even more exciting and beliveable to do a series of backstory threading regarding their relationship together. Okay, so many its not really an 'OTP' but it is certainly the most interesting relationship that I've ever been writing! We did our first thread between the two last night. Check it out - You might find it interesting!

SoOooOooOoo... I've been busy with work... won't be able to use AIM at work this week.. and am getting very anxious and nervous as I prepare to get ready to go to the states. I am nervous about being around people that I haven't seen for ages.. Nervous about how it will be with my family, how I will deal with the COMPLETE culture change. I am preparing myself to no longer feel 'at home' at my..... home.

BUT I have some exciting things that are going to happen.... Liiiiiiiike spending several days at Tiff's, hopefully seeing Eve, JL, and AV (I gotta talk to you guys about the dates!!!)

Sooooooooooooooooooooooo............ yeah.

Okay. It's been ages and ages since I updated this thing. To be honest, the month of December was full of craziness and busyness that would have been a bit boring for me to recount here, but it was... insane.

At the same time, this amazing game on GJ Revelation RPG opened and totally ate and sucked my brain out. I originally took on just Hermione Granger, but then Tyla and I decided that it'd be freaking awesome to try out the Patil twins together, and I decided to get out of my Gryffindor bubble and try for some twilightly evil as Padma Patil (now Trowler, 'cuz she just got married). Than I was in love with the game so much that I had to take on another character -- one that wasn't so brooding and burdened... so, of course I had to take on my baby, Lavender Brown and try to bring sunshine and rainbows and baskets of puppies into people's lives.

In the meantime FI had been a bit slow and I will, will, will (promise, promise, promise) be getting myself more into that game as it is reving up, though it is hard to go back after its been a slow month there...

In other news, I had an amazing time today as I got to fulfill something that I have wanted to do for YEARS. I PUT PINK IN MY HAIR. YES. Go look at

all the pretty pictures and comment on what you think about my locks, okay, dearlings?

Uhmm.. so today is my ONE YEAR anniversary in Hong Kong. Got one more year to go and then I can leave if I so desire...

I will be in America in just 8 weeks. Wowah. Can't wait for some Jack in the Box and MEXICAN FOOD. And JAMBA JUICE. Yes. Oh, oh, OH.

So... I recently have been really really really struggling with my non-RPG writing. I need to just plop myself down and get more of it done, but it's been hard for me. I'm so focused on multi tasking that I just can't do it. I need to prepare my sample for the judgey thingy -- I have been delaying this for so long that they might not have a slot open for me. We'll see.

BUT THE GREAT NEWS IS THAT MY GRANDMOTHER IS RENTING A CAR FOR ME THE WHOLE TIME I AM IN THE STATES SO I TOOOOOOTALLY HAVE A WAY TO GET AROUND. YAY.

And I'll try to update more, seriously. There's been quite a bit of internal angst over thinnnnngs and a lot of questions I've been dealing with...

And just because you love me, pimp my PB icon journal (iconsbycate) as much as you can. I'll have over 5,000 icons on there by the end of this week. Icons have become my anti drug. Like. Srsly.

xoxoxox

Kia! We should move our bubbles next to each other so we can chat and giggle over things that will never happen -- and we can be happy about it!